Mundane Sunday
Nothing much today. It was already 6am earlier when I decided to end my studying and slept. Woke up after 5 hours to continue where I left. Then I got busy with the review materials sent to me via email, checking which would be worth my study time, printing some of the questions while the other lengthy ones I put in my PDA. Was talking with this guy that I like over the phone and having a nice time at it when someone called him from the other line. He answered the phone and then told me he’ll just call me again. He hadn’t called again. Hmmm…I wonder who that other person was…are they still talking now? Why hasn’t he called again? Are they having a nice chit-chat like we did?
Jealousy starting to stir up again, I guess. So, I decided to continue with my review, while listening to Nina songs, trying to put a stop on the wheels that have started whirring again inside my mind. I can’t think about him now. Not when the board exams are so near. I drowned myself with Nina’s songs like "Love Moves" and "Through the Fire". Then I started to dream how it would be like if I really know how to sing and I could sing these songs to him and some others which he like. Or maybe we could do sing a duet of "The Closer I Get to You"…but he doesn’t know that song hahaha. Oh well, maybe if I could sing he would take more notice of me.
No, no, no. Daydreaming again (actually it’s already 12:18 am but then, whatever…). Got to stop this. I have been in a situation like this. And I know where this would lead me if I do not get a grip at myself.
On with my review. After checking emails and my blogs…
