Reawakening
I Die But I Shall Rise From the Ashes…
You must have noticed a significant change in most places in the site. I’m experiencing one of the most pivotal moments of my life. Though it may not be physically visible, but I can feel it in my entire self.
To most people I appear happy, contented, fat, carefree girl. I went to school, socialized, talked, and lived like most people would expect me to. But such a life is a misery. The society claims that it trains us from the very beginning to strive for perfection. However, I don’t see it as such. The world today is one big fraternity: You must fit in our ways or die out in the cold. Most of the time I bear the consequences of trying in vain to fit in. Thus, the birth of another side of me…the darker side. The Unconventional One. The Questioning One. The Daring One. The Unloved One. The Lonely One.
For years I have fought with my own self, confused of who I am really. One trying to push down the other, the Other trying to resurface and put the One to submission.
But now, the question of who am I is not a dilemma anymore.
Because now I choose to be the One and the Other.
