Archive for August, 2006

Loft Living

Thursday, August 31st, 2006

How does it feel like living in one of those expensive  high-rise residential condominiums that peppered Makati?

I want to try living in one of those.

I can just imagine spending relaxing evenings out on the balcony, beer in one hand, lit cigarette on the other, looking out onto the beautiful, sparkling sweep that is Makati.  Imagine being unreachable by the smoke venting from the ever-rushing cars, buses, and taxis inevitably locked in the night traffic.  Or perhaps, I’d be stooped over my laptop, caressively tapping my creation into life, looking up at the silent, unspeakable star-filled sky for inspiration, guidance, and approval.

And when I’ve had enough of the day and my gadgetry, I’ll just slip inside and lie atop my bed with soft, sweet coverlets and immerse myself in vanilla and cinnamon-scented filled dreams (and they say that the scent of cinnamons can be an aphrodisiac…).

Ah!  Would anything be  lovelier?

But only the rich can afford such luxuries.  And, too bad, they don’t really enjoy much of it.  Not all can afford to be a sensualist pauper that I am.

Free To Blog Some More!

Wednesday, August 30th, 2006

Yesterday I took my USMLE Step 2CK exam.  And it will be another 6 weeks of pretending everything’s okay and doing all the things that I like before doomsday comes. I hope it will be a good birthday gift for me and my dad.  But this is not the time to dwell upon unpleasant things.  It’s time to rock and roll!

Make It Or Break It

Wednesday, August 30th, 2006

And I’m not kidding.

Yesterday I took my USMLE Step 2CK exam.  I took me months preparing for
it, though I don’t really feel that I could be prepared enough for it.
I only try to give my Dad some reassurance whenever he asks me how was
my review going or if I do feel confident about taking this exam.  I
try to feign confidence.   But deep down, it’s like, "this is some deep
shit I’ve found myself."

Ateneo2_1So, at around 7:30 am, I was already at the Ateneo
Professional Schools in H.V. dela Costa.  Too early, you might think,
for a 9:00am exam.  No, it’s not.  I really have to be there 30 minutes
prior to start time of exam for registration and everything.  And I
have to have my "oxygen" first so as to steady some nerves.  Hehe.  And
I’ve to condition myself that I will just be sitting the whole day,
facing a computer screen, trying to answer questions that are out of
this world, and not being able to talk to a single soul because the
entire exam was video and audiotaped.  No talking allowed.  And no
cellphone use during breaks.  And, yeah, only hour worth of break time
allowed for the entire day.  Bathroom breaks already included.  Such a
horrible day.  Inevitable, though.

But at least it’s over now.  And I’d be able to take a breather from
studying and put some more leisure time on blogging and doing some
stuff that I’ve put on hold since I started increasing the pace for my
study.  Like going to the gym. 

Yup, I should be getting back to getting fit.  Or rather, I should be
starting again.  I must have gained several pounds since I stopped
going to the gym weeks ago because I got "too busy" with studying,
clinic, and duties.  I hope I could get it going now because I want to
lose the "excess baggage".  I want to look pretty by the time Honey
gets home in October. 

Leg Up!

Monday, August 28th, 2006

Licking_his_own

Don’t you wish, guys, that you are this flexible?  Hahahaha!!!

When Three Is Not A Crowd

Sunday, August 27th, 2006

Why are most guys excited about threesomes?  (And you know what threesome activity I’m referring to…)

The topic started when I told one of my male friends (via text) that I think Kaye Abad’s butt looks hot (though there’s a rumor that it was an implant).  Then he said, "What would Mike say about a threesome with Kaye Abad?  Probably, ‘Yahoo!’"  Hahaha, no way, I replied. 

Then I decided to ask a few of my male friends what they think of threesomes.  Here are some answers:

"Kasi it makes us more macho in fulfilling for sex dahil dalawa ka-sex namin at pumayag silang pagsabayin."

"Wrong person to ask, can’t answer your question.  I prefer one on one action."

"Kasi, we like variety.  Tsaka para may ginagawa ang kamay habang gumagawa ang baba.  Hahaha."

That is about the sum of it.  Hmmm…so it seems 2 out of 3 straight men that I know think threesome sex is hot.  But with a further qualification:  two girls and only one guy.  Not the other way around.  No alpha male would suffer the close proximity of another alpha male, I guess, especially in bed, with a potential female mate.  Unless, of course, that alpha male is bisexual. 

How about some more opinions on this matter?

Too Much Psych

Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
The funny thing with studying Psychiatry, with its almost
perpetual line-up of diagnostic criteria of different mood and thought disorders
and endless lists of terminologies, is that, when you find yourself so totally
immersed in the subject, you’d realize that you can almost "classify" almost
everybody in your wide circle of friends and acquaintances into any of the
disorders.  You’d realize that you’ve been friends with a hypochondriac, a
homophobe, a histrionic, sex-crazed woman, a schizophrenic, narcissistic guy,
and, of course, lots of depressed individuals. 
 
But I won’t tell who those people are here!  Or else, I’d
get my butt kicked! :-)
 
Suffice to say, I’ve been enjoying reading my psychiatry
book eversince medical school because the worlds in it are almost familiar. 
Hahaha.

On Phentermine, Herbal Slimming Pills, and Idiocy

Monday, August 21st, 2006

Jowee
    I’ve
been watching the news less frequently this week because I was busier
with my review for my upcoming exam. Unfortunately, during those less
frequent times I spent watching the news, I’ve never seen or heard any
worthy news at all. Instead, I suffered through a series of
"sensational" and "controversial" news segment about Joey Marquez’
daughter, Jowee Ann recovering from a near-fatal case of herbal
slimming pill overdose.

    Read the ABS-CBN article here.

    Geez,
one episode of it is enough already. But almost the entire week’s night
news peppered with it?!?! That’s just way, way too much!

    It
could have been a good setup for making the common people aware of the
dangers of using "herbal" slimming/diet supplements and that not all
supplements claiming to be "herbal" are good. But, as expected of
Philippine "responsible" journalism, reporters have emphasized more on
the feelings of Jowee (her regrets for having committed such an idiotic
act perhaps) on taking the slimming pills. It would have been
responsible journalism if, during the week, reporters compiled or made
a series of segments regarding actual herbal slimming pills available
in the country containing dangerous amounts of phentermine. It would
have been responsible news reporting if someone thought of interviewing
a CREDIBLE medical practitioner about the proper use of phentermine.
But, no! Reporters sensationalized the news and focused on how Jowee
felt like coming out of coma or how hard it was for her parents to
accept that such thing could have ever happened to their daughter.
Please! We’ve had enough of that from our daily dose of soap operas and
telenovelas! We need hard and concrete information!

    It was brave
of Jowee Ann to admit her idiocy in front of millions and millions of
viewers (though she, of course, will not admit directly to that). It is
something that she should be given credit for. Perhaps from her
mistake, many Filipinos will be brought back to reality and realize
that slimming pills should not be abused. However, if Jowee Ann, really
wanted to enlighten Filipinos, she should have mentioned how many pills
she ingested at any one time and for how long. Or perhaps she did not
want to do that because it would make her idiotic act more glaring in
the public eye?

    But, then why would the ordinary Filipino want that information?

    It
is simply because phentermine, itself, is a drug that is legally used
as an anti-obesity agent. Nothing really bad in there. Except, of
course, if people will use it without the supervision of a physician.

    People need to understand that the adage, "everything should be taken in moderation", holds true in the case of drug use.

    Phentermine
is a resin complex acting on the central nervous system to suppress
appetite. It is only used for SHORT-term management of obesity, and
only as an adjunct to proper diet and exercise. It is available locally
as Duromine in 15-mg and 30-mg capsules. A prescription would be needed
for acquisition of this drug. And it only 15-30 mg can be taken daily.
That means, either you could take the 15-mg capsule once or twice daily
or the 30-mg capsule only once daily. If proper dosage is exceeded, it
may lead to amplified side effects such as palpitations, hypertension,
agitation, restlessness, etcetera. Toxic dose varies considerably due
to individual variations in tolerance of the drug so it is important
not to exceed the advised dosage.

    So, how many of the pills
did Jowee take at any one time? I do not know how much of phentermine
was in each slimming pill she used. Using common sense, I’d say she
must have taken more than one pill at any one time (perhaps to speed up
her weight loss), leading to toxic levels in her blood which in turn,
lead her to near-fatality. Also, she may have had some
contraindications to the drug like: anorexia, insomnia, psychopathic
personality disorders, suicidal tendencies, Gilles de la Tourette
syndrome and other disorders, hyperthyroidism, narrow angle glaucoma,
diabetes mellitus and cardiovascular diseases such as angina,
hypertension and arrythmias (Dollery, 1991; Reynolds, 1996)

    To know more about phentermine, please read this monograph.

    My
point is, Jowee did not became comatose because she used a herbal
slimming pill with phentermine. Jowee became comatose because she
abused a slimming pill with an unknown content of phentermine. Not
knowing that the pill contains phentermine is besides the point. She
took for granted that the slimming pill is "herbal". She thought that
"herbal" automatically meant "natural" and "natural" meant "good for
one’s health". She left moderation out of the equation. And that is
dangerous.

    Moral of the story:  Idiocy and Herbal supplements are a dangerous mix.

Sta. Teresita General Hospital Gynecologist Facing Charges of Negligence

Thursday, August 17th, 2006

    Click here to read the full INQ7 story.

    As a physician, my opinion regarding this incident has been asked by my friends over and over again. However, I cannot really make a conclusion on this case simply because not much facts were revealed. If I were to study the case efficiently, I’d want to see the medical chart of the patient and the monitoring sheet used by the attending nurses. I would need to know the setup of the hospital where this incident occurred. Of course, I would have to ask statements from all the involved hospital personnel.

    But, here, only the news article is available to me. And so I’m just going to draw my conclusions based on this material only. I’m afraid, though, that I’ll be raising more questions than answers in this post.

    First comment I’ve to give is that the application of the diaper, in this case, is unusual. I don’t say that it is improper. However, the use of adult diapers is usually AFTER delivery of the baby. It is worn by the mother because of the bloody vaginal discharges that is expected after a vaginal delivery of a baby. What is usually used during labor is a rubber sheet or a folded linen placed underneath the pregnant woman in labor, so as not to stain the bedsheets with vaginal discharges that is to be expected during labor, too. Some may use diapers during the latent stage of labor or the early stages when the contractions were not that strong that some women may not even notice it at all. The latent stage of labor usually lasts for about 6-8 hours for primigravids and for a shorter period of time for the multiparas (women who had borne children before).

    It is also important to know the status of the labor at the time that the diaper was placed. I’m sure any average, competent doctor wouldn’t place a diaper on a pregnant woman in active labor. If I understand it correctly, the mother in this case was a primigravid, a first-time pregnant woman. For a first-time pregnant woman, the early stage of labor may last to about 6-8 hours, as I’ve said. But this is difficult to asses because the woman may not even notice the weak contractions. So, I think, it is rather difficult to pinpoint the time the actual labor started. As a doctor, I would rather base my decisions on the dilatation of the cervix. If the cervix of the laboring pregnant woman is at 4 cm and the contractions are getting stronger, she is in active stage of labor already. The length of this stage may take about 4 hours to 6 hours and may be shorter for those who are multiparas. The reason for not putting a diaper on the laboring patient at this stage is that the condition may progress faster than expected. Moreso, during the second stage of labor, or the delivery of the baby, which could take only several minutes or may be close to an hour. So, when this diaper was placed on the patient in this case, I guess, the doctor was thinking that she wouldn’t be giving birth anytime soon. Perhaps the patient’s cervix was only dilated 3cm or less. But I could only speculate.

    I have to make a comment on what was written on the article regarding Valium. Valium (Generic: Diazepam) belongs to a class of drug called benzodiazepines. It affects chemicals in the brain that are responsible for seizures, anxiety, and muscle spasms. And so, this drug is often used as a sedative. And the reason this drug was given to the patient in this case is for her to be able to rest while she is not still in active labor and also to avoid undue energy expenditures in her part. The patient needed to reserve her energy for the more important part of her labor: the delivery of the baby. I’d like to correct, though, that Valium will not cause anyone to lose consciousness, if given in proper dosage. It is only sedating. The article cited that the patient said she was given Valium and lost consciousness. Perhaps, it was the choice of words that was wrong. Unless, of course, she wa really given Valium at a dosage that could cause her to lose consciousness.

    She may have become too sedated that she failed to noticed that she has already given birth. Thus, I can only speculate at to what time she must have delivered the baby. However, was she really that much sedated that she didn’t notice that there is already something in between her thighs, though it may not be moving or making sounds?

    And then, based on this news article, there was a long interval between the last time she was checked by the doctor (midnight , when she was given Valium) and the time that the lifeless baby was discovered, which is at around 7 am. That is seven hours? Does this article tell me that no internal examinations were done during those time to check if the cervix is already fully dilated? Usually, when monitoring an actively laboring patient, IEs (internal examinations) may be done every 2 hours, or more frequent if the cervix is near to full dilatation.

    As I’ve said, there are so many questions to be answered. Much as I want to be following this case as it unfolds, I’m afraid I’ll be just limited to snippets of anecdotes from grieving parents and relatives. The doctor, I presume, will keep her thoughts to herself and her lawyer. And that is, for her own good. So, don’t be surprised if the doctor involved isn’t making any press statements. She reserving all the bullets that she may gather (or appear to gather from thin air) for her defense.

    May there be fair justice for everyone involved. And may the truth be uncovered, though elusive it may be.

Different Kinds of Patients

Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
One difference, though, in my experience as a
medical practitioner now from that when I was still a medical student, is that
there are more variety in patients.  When I was a medical student, most of the
patients I saw were the indigent.  We help them, and they help us by letting us
learn from their illnesses.  We were just focused on the proper medical care
adjusted to their financial capabilities.  The art of dealing with different
kinds of people were slowly being forged.  Hospital politics were not that much
of a concern. 
 
However, in the ample time I have spent out in the
real world, practicing the art and science of Medicine, I have encountered so
much more patients that I haven’t seen when I was a medical student.  And with
this, a lot of the real world rules have to be factored in the medical care.  I
have, in my mind, formed several categories for the different patients I saw
everyday:
 
1.)  The Compliant Patient
 
He feels that there is something wrong with his body.  He
is aware that his health is compromised.  He knows professional help is needed
and he does seek professional help.  He is honest and cooperative with his
physician.  He is compliant with his medications and comes for follow-up
consultations.  This is the kind of patient that every physician wishes to have
all the time, for how can a physician properly perform his duty if the patient
doesn’t perform his?
 
2.)  The Pasaway
 
He is stubborn.  Very stubborn.  He feels that something
is ailing him but doesn’t seek help.  Or he may have consulted with doctors in
the past but does not take his prescribed medicines. 
 
Common reasons given for noncompliance with medications
are:  a) he feels okay already; b) medicines are expensive (note: but he’d spend
a lot on herbal supplements, whose efficacy and safety are not proven through
scientific studies and are only guaranteed by the attractive encouragements by
print and television commercials and hearsays, and spend some more with
consultations with quacks or anyone who’d promise him an instant cure with the
laying of hands in return for money or "donation"). 
 
Or, maybe, he is compliant with the medications, but he is
still ailing because he keeps on doing the very things he was advised to avoid
(e.g., smoking, alcoholic drinks, sugary foods, etc.), thinking he has the
medications to keep him at bay anyway.  And then, his health worsens.  He comes
to another physician and comments on how his previous doctor wasn’t any good,
doesn’t know his Medicine, etcetera.
 
I see plenty of this kind of patient in my practice.  And
the interesting thing about it is, most of these patients are well-off and
educated.  Most are college graduates; some, even postgrads.  These are the
people who should have a more mature understanding of their health condition. 
But still they are stubborn.  These patients can be quite challenging to take
care of.  Unless they change their attitude, no doctor, no matter how good he
is, can really help them.  These patients will always walk away, unsatisfied,
and go looking for another doctor, who’d tell them the same things, which will
cause them to seek another doctor.  And another.  Thus, the cycle of doctor
shopping goes on.  It will not stop, unless they suddenly come back to their
senses or are already dead from the illnesses which they vehemently refuse to
accept. 
 
3.)  The Borderline Hypochondriac
 
Pardon me if I use this term loosely, but it must be
understood that some patients who belong to this category really do have
psychiatric problems.
 
This kind of patient has multiple "ailments".  He’ll come
to the doctor complaining of many symptoms (abdominal pain is the most common)
and will have low pain threshold compared to the average.  Results of physical
examination will be pretty much normal, as well as his laboratory exams.  But,
still, he will claim his "symptoms" are worsening.  Sometimes, medications
help.  Sometimes, medications "worsens" it.  Giving placebo (a substance having
no pharmacological effect but given merely to satisfy a patient who supposes it
to be a medicine) does the trick.  Perhaps this patient just wanted to call more
attention to himself.  Or perhaps it is a psychiatric problem.  If it comes to
worst, a help from a psychiatrist would be needed.
 
4.)  The Executive
 
This patient wants to be treated like the Crown Prince. 
When he comes to the clinic or the emergency room, he wants that all attention
should be directed solely to him, regardless of the purpose and time of his
visit.  And not rarely, the relatives who came in with the patient demand more
attention.  To further illustrate my point, I will recount my experience with a
particular patient during my internship year.
 
I was the emergency room intern, two years ago, in
a private, tertiary hospital in Mandaluyong.  It is not rare that we have toxic
duties at the ER, as most patients who come were the affluent health cardholders
who do not have time to go to the HMO clinics during the day and would come at
the ER after their work for outpatient consultations.  Then, add to that the
real emergency cases like vehicular accidents, stroke, and heart attacks.  Then,
one night that we were having a lot of opd patients, there came in a real
emergency, a person who complained chest pains and suddenly went unconscious. 
My resident and I immediately attended to the newcomer, because he needed our
attention first (for goodness’ sake, the patient just had a heart attack!).  The
patient was already cyanotic (his skin is already livid from inadequate oxygen
in his blood) and his blood pressure was fast going down.  The other patients
just have to wait until this newcomer has been stabilized or, worse, pronounced
dead.  As I was doing chest compressions on the patient, this idiot relative of
an opd patient just came stormed inside the cubicle and asked in a very loud
voice if no doctor is going to attend to his brother.  I told him that I already
saw his brother and he is being hydrated and that I’m awaiting the results of
his stool analysis (I said this while I was busy with chest compressions.  Just
imagine how awkward that situation was).  Why, are there only two doctors in
this hospital?  His brother came first and should be attended to first, said the
idiot relative.  He then further demanded that his brother be seen by the most
senior doctor in the hospital.  This guy really pissed me off and so I told
the staff nurse to please tell the guy to step out of the cubicle because we are
attending to a real emergency.  And the guy went out, continually yakking about
how the hospital is incompetent, etcetera. 
 
Some people can really be quite insensitive.  From the way
that idiotic guy acted, I can gauge that his intelligence level is way below
standard.  Moronic even.
 
I encounter a lot of patients and patients’ relatives who
are like that idiotic guy.  And it can really drain a doctor’s strength during
duties.   
 
5.)  The Phone Stalker
 
This is the kind of patient who likes to have phone or
text consultations.  A common text message would be like this:  I have cough and
fever.  What medicine do I take? 
 
Please, do not be like this patient.  It is very
dangerous.  Please do understand that Medicine is not as simple as knowing which
medications are for cough, for fever, etcetera.  Different illnesses present
with cough and fever.  Some headaches are benign; others can be precursor of
something more complicated, like a neurologic pathology.  A lot of
considerations are made before making a diagnosis.  The doctor needs to see the
patient for himself, unless he is quite familiar with the patient’s medical
history to make a diagnosis.  The patient may describe what he is feeling
differently from the way a doctor may describe it.  An insect bite, for a
patient, is simply an insect bite.  For a doctor, an insect bite is a wheal or a
petechiae or a pustule.  It could be many things.  It may not even be an insect
bite really, but rather, it is how the patient interprets it.  The doctor, who
has trained his clinical eye for many years, needs to see the patient for
himself to make the diagnosis.
 
These are just some of the categories I have formed.  I
may add to it, after few more years in practice, though.  I just hope that more
patients would fall under the first category, not for the doctors’ sake, but
also for theirs.  If you belong in the other categories, please do take time to
reflect on yourselves after reading this entry.  It will be better if you revise
your attitude towards your health and health care givers and be the mature
and intelligent individual that you should be.               
 

Thirteen Books I’ll Never Get Tired Of Reading

Friday, August 4th, 2006

—something I’ve posted in my Prudence and Madness Blog for my Thursdsay Thirteen#3 meme.

1.  Memnoch The Devil by Anne Rice
2.  Tale of the Body Thief by Anne Rice
3.  Return of the King by J.R.R. Tolkien
4.  The Sandman Novels by Neil Gaiman
5.  Taltos by Anne Rice
6.  Lasher by Anne Rice
7.  The Dark Tower III:  Wastelands by Stephen King
8.  The Last Vampire 3:  Red Dice by Christopher Pike
9.  The Last Vampire 2:  Black Blood by Christopher Pike
10.  The Covenant With The Vampire by Jeanne Kalogridis
11.  The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
12.  Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling
13.  Servant of the Bones by Anne Rice